Perception truly is reality in my book. It’s all about how you view your challenges, and if you target them in a tactful way you develop a way of examining them without the initial fear and doubt. I’m feeling less afraid of going after what I want and more determined to get it.
Every now and then I have to schedule times for myself to be emotional otherwise I breeze by it in my own swift ambition. But I’m learning that the things I feel aren’t as terrifying as I paint them out to be. Being honest with myself about whatever I feel is necessary and extremely beneficial.
I feel exasperated lately. Tired of let downs, exhausted from false leads, and drained from all the stress of my circumstances. But like every other obstacle in my life, I’ll overcome this. And when I do I won’t look back.
Every story of struggle has its pivotal moment of unprecedented change. The part where the hero finds an advantage over the villain, the poor up rise to take down the systems set up by the wealthy, the sun arrives to chase away the shadows of the night. I can feel myself in the middle of this change, and I’m letting all of its magic engulf me.
It seems like I’ve been given a large helping of drive, motivation and a clearer perception on my goals now. I can see all the obstacles that want to keep blocking me and I have the fuel to take them down. It’s only a matter of time before I break down the door and move on to my next phase.